[Chorus] 

see i have this fuckin step father
who treats me like im such a bother
he acts like i was neva suppos to be
ruining his hapiness and fantasy
he always wanted the american dream
where you live wit ur family in a uniform team
but oh no i was an outsider, cuz i wasn't his
before him, i was onli mah mom's bis
but she decided to remarry
with her decision i cant say i ever agreed

[verse 1]
see what can i do in mah horrible spot
where in your step-fathers eyes, you're better shot
and nething that you do is worthless to him
because in his mind your jus a problem
tell me wat to do, cuz im so confused
its a live fire and i don't kno how to diffuse
around other people he puts on this front
and talks and walks the way people want
so i appear as the ingrateful child
who jus is crazy and goes wild

[verse 2]
i have this thing called respect
so i cant go and tell his bad aspects
i have to honor my family and to me
thas jus so hard at times to be
i have to pretend theres no pain
and hide the hurt despite all of the rain
so here i am writing words to tell my story
so i can break the feelings free
but in actuality, that really can not be
because i have to keep this secret from scrutiny

[verse 3]
drip-drop tick tock..
i see liquid and look at the clock
it flows down and i wipe it away
and hope for some sunrayz
whoever knew such kinds of anguish
never thought such feelings could be a bitch
seein other families be so happy and content
inside somethings starts to get bent
and yet people tell me he's a heaven sent
so wat can i do wen he makes ppl blind
and seems to have captured their mind
and i can't rebel in neway
because i gotta keep family honor in anyday